When I shift from buying a house to shifting from this house. Many things changed within.
We bought a house. Generally we all feel joy, happiness associated with it and we do celebrate such occasion too. But this time when someone asked me, when are you shifting? Something changed within. The whole house moment process took me to another level of my thinking.
It always sounds
exciting and like everyone’s dream it was our dream too to have a house with
decent space for small Derasar (the place we worship). But surprisingly in this
whole process I am becoming more soul conscious then before. That buying a house we spent
so much time, energy. From valuation to solicitor's questions and then bank
approval, too much of work. Infect team work when we actually wants to feel it
as a home.
In this
whole process since couple of months, this time I was constantly thinking that ‘what
about the moment when I will shift from this body. Will I get this much of time
to be aware of bank (universal power’s ) approval to get good, better house
(body, parents, education) then this existing body to reach to my highest goal
to be liberated from all karmic bondage? Where can I actually experience infinite
joy, happiness, bliss? in another way, when will I experience the joy of creating more space in my heart for everyone?
We all
educate our self for earning money, plan valuation as well mortgage for our dream. But what to do for the valuation
for better life in next birth? How will I get that approval from universal
power? Why can’t I use this birth to reach to highest goal? What karmic bondage
is stopping me to experience more room in my heart?
When I know
life is very simple, the seed I am planting today, will grow tomorrow and I will
reap those fruits. Then why I am not generous sometimes to plant the best
quality thoughts? Best quality feelings? My real asset is my energy field I am
constantly carryings with me and making it stronger and healthier. That is the
eligibility I can work upon. I hope this house moment will turn as a most
awakening experience for me.
Also, when
we think about security, I was constantly thinking how to have some security
camera to scan my mind and thoughts every time. Which are the loop holes from
where some thieves comes silently and steal my peace, joy, happiness? How can I
protect my soul from such negative feelings? What about security of my inner
feelings? Inner power? May Lord Mahavir, Sri Adinath bless us to be aware of
our single thoughts, words and action to achieve more space in our heart.
I am
sharing this experience and feelings to share my joy at the same time my deep
feelings associated with this house moving process. Now my goal is to be more conscious
about my every single thought and feeling I will earn now will be my real
asset.
Good thoughts
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